Ah, the KoKo and Lam-Lam saga continues. With the release of Lamar Odom’s new autobiography, Darkness To Light comes the release of many Kardashian family secrets.
With Khloé and Lamar’s tumultuous relationship spanning over the course of seven years, there’s a lot to unpack.
Let’s start at the very beginning, a very good place to start!
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Lamar and Khloé got married just after a month of knowing each other back in 2009.
Things were good for a while and the pair even had their own reality show Khloe & Lamar on the E! Network.
Sadly, this fairytale all came crashing down after months of cheating rumors had been surrounding Lamar.
The couple officially split in 2013.
2015 was a turning point for Lamar after his near death experience at a brothel in Nevada.
Odom was in a four-day coma after falling unconscious .
Khloé infamously held off her divorce from the pro-basketball player in order to be by his side and helped him recover.
The couple officially divorced in December of 2016.
And that was the end of the story we all knew.
Well, it was the end until Lamar’s autobiography came out. Darkness To Light exposes many of Lamar’s once concealed demons.
In the book, Lamar admits to a lot of shady behavior. Most notably, admitting to sleeping with over 2,000 women.
He blames his sex addiction for his repeated infidelity.
His addiction to cocaine and ecstasy often lead to Odom spiraling into drug-induced rages.
In the book, he details one particular incident where he threatened Khloé.
He recalls telling his wife: “I’ll f**king kill you. You don’t know what I’m capable of.”
When asked on Good Morning America if he had apologized to Khloé about that night, Lamar replied he didn’t think he had.
When asked if he thinks she deserved an apology, Lamar was quick to say yes.
“Yeah, her and her family. An apology. Big time,” he replied.
“I’m pretty sure she had to be scared at that point in time,” he continued.
“I’m thinking about it now, like, I couldn’t believe how I was treating that queen like that.”
Lamar tried to keep his drug and sex addiction a secret from his wife, but that facade didn’t last very long.
“You don’t want your wife to know that you’re sniffing coke and … having sex with other women.”
“I had broken my vows with Khloé so many times it’s just impossible for me to remember them all,” he wrote.
“I don’t know why Khloé stayed with me” he confessed .
Even through the repeated infidelity, Khloé showed Lamar unconditional love for many years.
“I wish I could have been more of a man,” he wrote in his book.
“It still bothers me to this day. But regret is something we have to learn to live with.
Lamar recalls one night in particular where Khloé and momma Kris Jenner walked in on Lamar and a group of women together in his hotel.
He reveals the second KoKo saw what was going on she “opened the door and pounced on the first girl she saw.”
When speaking on Jenny McCarthy’s podcast about his new book, he says Khloé texted him about one of the stories in his book.
“She sent me a text yesterday,” Lamar admitted on The Jenny McCarthy Show .
“She talked about one of the stories that I told in the book about her coming to the hotel and putting her hands on a girl.”
“She said that she didn’t even think that I remembered that story.”
In the book, Lamar admits he’d never been happier than when he first married Khloé.
“For a while, being with her was bliss,” he wrote . “I was the happiest I’ve ever been.”
Lamar misses the whole Kardashian/Jenner, especially Khloé’s brother Rob.
“I miss that family, and I hope we can all be reacquainted one day.”
“It’s too bad that when you’re in a relationship with someone that doesn’t go the way you want it to go, that all the relationships get hurt by it.”
Odom told People in an exclusive interview : “I miss Rob a lot.”
What’s in the future for KoKo and Lam Lam? Only time can tell.
Lamar did admit he would want Khloé to decorate his new house, and feels “hopeful” for their relationship.
“The next that I buy hopefully she can decorate it.”
He then praises Khloé as an “amazing decorator” and an “amazing homemaker.”
Watch the full clip from “The Jenny McCarthy Show” below!
Do you think Khloé and Lamar will get back together in the future?
