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This Clip Of Khloé Deciding Whether Or Not To Stay With Tristan Is So Heartbreaking

taylor.sakellis 31 May 2019

The season of Keeping Up With The Kardashians has been teasing fans for months about FINALLY getting the deets on what the hell went down with in the days and weeks leading up to and after the scandal of the century aka Jordyn vs Khloé vs Tristan Thompson. This season has been cute, but we didn't come here for CUTE.

Well dolls, we're finally getting the juice.

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Inch by inch, drip by drip, we're actually getting to the real drama we all deeply care about.

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Now, when season 16 of KUWTK started filming, it was September/October of 2018.

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This means the Jordyn Woods scandal wouldn't happen for another four months in February, which means there was a lot of show filmed in a universe where KoKo and Tristan where still together.

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At this point, Khloé was trying to work through the initial cheating scandal.

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Since it feels like AGES since the scandal broke, let's do a quick rundown.

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Khloé and Tristan began dating back in August 2016 . Ah, 2016 — when the living was easy amirite ladies???

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The two made headlines after rumors began swirling that Tristan had cheated on his previous girlfriend and mother of his first child with KoKo, but whatever.

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Khloé announced her pregnancy in December of 2017, and we couldn't have been happier!

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"Tristan, thank you for loving me the way that you do!" she wrote. "Thank you for treating me like a Queen!

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"Thank you for making me feel beautiful at all stages! Tristan, most of all, Thank you for making me a MOMMY!!!"

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She concluded, "You have made this experience even more magical than I could have envisioned!"

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Sadly, this pregnancy bliss didn't last long for Khloé as we all remember the now infamous grainy footage leaked just days before KoKo was due to give birth to her and Tristan's baby girl.

Real cute and classy, eh?

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Despite this huge embarrassment and betrayal, KoKo still allowed Tristan in the delivery room when she gave birth.

Everyone was pissed at him so naturally it was a suppppppppppper comfortable delivery room experience.

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After baby True was born, Khloé kept working through her relationship with Tristan (???) and FORGAVE him.

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Here they are at Thanksgiving, a few weeks after the Kardashian Bali trip.

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Now, fans will remember a Kardashian family trip to Bali last year where KoKo posted some gorgeous pics with ominous captions.

"Thankful for the memories baby True and I are creating."

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Another Bali post was Khloé letting followers know she craves a love "so deep the ocean would be jealous."

She was looking FIRE, too.

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This Bali trip was come into play VERY soon so STAY WITH ME DOLLS.

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The important thing to note right now is that KoKo was still trying to make her relationship work with Tristan, which makes what happens next all the more devastating.

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Now, the heartbreaking clip —Back to Bali. Back to October 2018.

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In the upcoming episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians, we get a never-before-seen clip of Khloé discussing whether to breakup with Tristan or not while on the plane to Bali.

Scroll to see the video in 5 swipes.

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The scene begins with Kim talking to Khloé's best friend Malika Haqq about how concerned she is for her sister.

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"When we were in Bali we saw this medium... we had like numerous readings and they were all so weird the last one told her she has a lot of hurt in her heart because her guy has really hurt her."

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"And she said that she's been going back and fourth and can't make a decison in the relationship and I so feel that."

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"I think I'm always concerned about Khloé. Obviously everything that they've been through, I don't think you can just forget about it."

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We then see what the healer in Bali actually said to Khloé and go figure it was SPOT on.

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"Sometimes you don't trust the person that you are with now. You feel fear."

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We then cut to a clip of KoKo on the plane to Bali talking to sister Kourtney saying "I don't feel like I have an answer."

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"Like, okay, I'm going to be with Tristan forever, or I'm going to break up with him... I still feel like, god, when will I ever know?"

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You can watch the full heartbreaking clip below and use your knowledge of the future to guide you in watching.

Keeping Up With The Kardashians airs on Sunday nights at 9pm E.T on E!

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This emotional confusion helps explain the Instagram captions and pics KoKo posted while in Bali.

They all make so much more sense.

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Initial reports said Jordyn Woods and Tristan Thompson spent the night together at a friends house, after he had already been caught cheating.

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Apparently, the two were spotted making out all night before Jordyn left the next morning to go to the mansion she shared WITH KYLIE.

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In case you're confused, here's a mini recap: Valentines Day 2019. Tristan sends this ~interesting~ floral arrangment to Khloé on behalf of him and baby True.

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KoKo is thrilled and posts the pic on her Instagram story. Things are looking goof for the pair, right?

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Well, a few days after Valentines day this past February, rumors began swirling that Tristan had been getting a little too cozy with JORDYN WOODS.

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Jordyn Woods AKA Khloé's sister Kylie Jenner's BEST FRIEND OF LIFE.

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Jordyn tried to clear up rumors on Jada Pinkett Smith's talk show "Red Table Talk", where she claimed Tristan kissed her once after they both had been drinking that night.

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Her biggest regret? Not telling Khloé right away, "I hurt so many more people by not telling the truth" said Jordyn.

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Khloé made it very clear to fans that she and Tristan had broken up due to the Jordyn scandal.

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"BTW, You ARE the reason my family broke up!"

Anyways, all of these cheating scandals come to the forefront of Koko's time in Bali, and the reading with a medium.

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